Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches

It began on a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often start with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts up to three hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In 1998, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.

National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.

But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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